But that one curve-
It was perfect. I glided around the curve and the curve was satisfied for no one had ever ridden it so before. There's no way. It was serendipitous.
Jon, a seasoned rider, slid around with as much finesse and we rode until almost 2AM. The city was mostly asleep freeing the lights and us to ride largely uninhibited after a long week of work. Jon's my financial guru who's become more like a brother. You can't go wrong with a man who has his own money in order, two motorcycles, tattoos, and a dog. He also shoots it straight and doesn't bullshit around so we get along like cheese and macaroni.
I can't sleep right away some nights, or my mind is racing and it takes me five minutes for sleep to claim me instead of one. Most days I'm awake now by 6:30AM, scooting for work by 7 and will be either at work until late that night or out at the gym training. Eighteen hour days, some with sixteen of those being work that don't include the work I do towards a personal business venture. Other days are less hours at a physical job but include a barrage of e-mails, errands, and commitments to family or work-related that take up any free time.
Amid the laundry haphazardly folded and shoved into drawers, the gym bag with half-dried shin guards and soaked spats and shirts, I find a few moments of the week that I can slip out with nothing but my license and a twenty in the left pocket of my jeans. Twenty bucks will get you pretty much anywhere close enough to being closer to your wallet or real help again, I figure.
It seems the older we get, the necessity that we find things we love to do and actually do them becomes exponentially more important. When you're young, you don't know much and everything is new but gradually you notice patterns and learn the way of the world and how nothing every really changes throughout time except no one person is the same. That's very important. "It is very important that you do what you love to do," said Elisabeth Kubler- Ross. She studied ill and dying people for a long time and determined basically it's a waste if we live our lives to please others. Not that we shouldn't please others or seek to make others happy, but that what we do isn't to satiate something in another person because if they're giving you that feeling, they're likely doing the same thing with someone else. Maybe it's a dad, like it is for me, or your mom or older sibling. It's just a real shame to not be yourself. What if you miss that moment on the curve?